Angry? Me? It didn't make sense. I never thought of myself as someone who was angry to even cause this skin disease. The mind couldn't even make the connections between feelings and this bodily discomfort. But with all the books I've read on this, my body rang with recognition, my heart sank and the mind knew what it had denied for so long. I was indeed angry at many things. This anger was showing me the way but I failed to let her in. And I guess I didn't think it was the 'proper' way to go since no proper sane person would let the negative things get to them. I guess it only becomes negative when you let it get to you so instead this time, make no mistake girlie in turning this into an enemy that I should win over it (be the bigger person ek ek) No no I'm stepping back and seeing it for what it is. Befriending it. Serve her tea (i wonder if she'd like to join me and peej) and ask questions. I'm even picking some flowers for her. Hope she likes it. I'm ready to hear her out. Oh, I wonder what she has to say... :)
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